Today I realized that I want to be friends with Aaron. I want him to not hold things back because I have the oh so vomiting title of a girlfriend. I want to not have every day be romanticized. I want to feel like I can be my complete self, without fear of being judged. I used to feel this way around him and I think it got lost somewhere in this midst of wanting to be a great girlfriend.

(It's funny that labels can do that.....)

If love resurfaces because of that, then that's cool. If it doesn't, that's cool too because I mean, everything is really.

there are so many things to think about, but i just don't care. i just want to be happy.