I like Mister Rutter because he never asks questions.
I like  Ms.Bailey for the exact opposite reason.

Brenda:
I was reading Leo/Gemini comptability (I'm lame lol) and it said something really interesting:
Leos love with their hearts. Geminis love with their minds.


On another note, I'm happy that such terrible things have happened to me because now I have reached the turning point. When you reach rock bottom, the only way to go from there is up. I'm so tired of being sad, but grateful for the time in which I was. I'm glad that Kristina, Yerika, and I are both depressing messes because we understand and help each other. Kristina calms down the air/air storm that Yerika and I become when we're together. (Kristina is a pisces.) They honestly are starting to feel like my sisters. I'm staying at Yerika's for a week until things blow over at my house and so I can have a stable place to be at. I feel so much love at her house, and that's something that is lacking at my own. I wish things would work out better for my dad. He's such a good guy. He's my main man. I don't know what I would do without him. (He's a saggatarius lol.) He said something interesting the other day. He said he tries his hardest to be a really good dad because he never wants to put a child through not having one ever again. My oldest brother (half brother, really), Joey, asked him one day out of the blue if my dad knew what it was like to grow up without a father. That hit my dad. That hit my dad hard. I asked my dad how he feels about his mistakes and he says you have to live with what you have. I don't believe that. I think you fight for something better. If you always do what you've always done, you will always get what you've always gotten. There is a lot of change in the air. And lots of optimism.

Also just another interesting thing I'd like to share:
My dad has been constantly asked by all different kinds of people why he is still with my mom. He said he was with her for the kids, among other reasons.
This lady whose first husband left her kids said "No one ever stays for the kids. People stay for love."
It was interesting and slightly disturbing.

Falling in love can teach you a lot about yourself. Falling out of love teaches you even more.

It's been a horrific past 12 months guys, but I treasure it nonetheless.

P.S
YOU GUYS NEED TO TRY THIS

lol mexican! :D

proud of it too.

oh no, i have to go to gym now