I think it's important to add that I'm not sad, although I feel this...feeling..looming. I'm just bland and I need to shake things up a bit.

or as Morrissey would put it:
"I am sick and I am dull and I am plain
How dearly I'd love to get carried away...."

I need to do something.

but nothing gets in the way of something

nothing..get lost..lol
and now we'll have lost and nothing and we can throw a party and forget for a bit.
what?

joking.


"you're as young as the last time you changed your mind" - Timothy Leary