Charles Bukowski said that "it's possible to love a human being if you don't know them too well." I asked Mister Rutter what he thought about this and he said it was pretty cynical. I asked Ms.Bailey what she thought about this and she said it was pretty true.
I think it's a kind of love, but not the kind of love I'd want. I'd want them to love all sides of me, even the ones that are hardest to. I want them to know me and I want them to love me wholeheartedly and completely.
Ms.Bailey said that when we start to fall in love, we're fooled into thinking that it isn't going to be work; that it's going to be easy.
I don't think people ever experience love more than once. I don't mean that in the sense that you'll only love one person and that one person is the only one that can trigger whatever it is you think is true love. I mean it in the sense that the kind of love for your dog is not the kind of love that girl has for her dog and the love for your boyfriend isn't the same kind of love for your ex and the love for you mother isn't the same kind of love you have for your father. Looking at the big picture, it's romantic love, paternal love, whatever kind of love, but each love is individualized to the core, I think.
I think that love is suffering, but it's also bliss.
I think that love is bliss. Sometimes I think it's just suffering.
It can be anything really. It's just a strong attachment to someone. I think there fucked up kinds of love and really beautiful ones.
Charles Bukowski thinks that love is a dog from hell.
"I would die for you, but I won't live for you."
"It doesn't matter what happened, just how you feel about it." - ozzy ozbourne
Every day at school, I pass a painting that says "the only thing to fear is fear itself". I was thinking about it today, and I don't think we should fear fear. I think we should embrace it.
There are so many things I'm afraid of, and the fear doesn't ever go away when I decide to do it. It stays there and when I finally do whatever it is I was afraid of doing, it's all the more exhilarating.
As I've said before, my biggest fear is living on the surface. Everything else I mention will always be an extension of that.
I won't ever forget the first time I started hanging out with "the smart kids'.
It was a bad day. And many people in regular classes were insulted.
I don't ever want to value being smart, I just want to highly appreciate it. I feel like the purpose of knowledge is so we can find a better way of living/enrichen our lives, not recognition.
i think i's funny and great that both morrissey and I have obsession with people. We're "doomed fans", as he puts it.
I get an allowance now so I can learn to budget money and because I need to focus on school and have time to read. I'll get a job in the summer. Clara is trying to get me a job I really like. I can't be a cashier. It makes me anxious. I'm hoping I can land a job as an art teacher assistant.
choices in order of want
1) http://www.etsy.com/listing/126183972/morrissey-necklace-the-smiths-grey-cameo
2) http://www.etsy.com/listing/88518058/salvador-dali-necklace-gala-of-the
3) http://www.etsy.com/listing/95133244/the-scream-of-nature-art-pendant
4) http://www.etsy.com/listing/114660508/radiohead-2-in-1-vinyl-record-miniature?ref=sr_gallery_4&ga_search_query=radiohead+necklace&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_ship_to=US&ga_search_type=all&ga_facet=radiohead+necklace
5) http://www.etsy.com/listing/124686593/gustav-klimt-the-kiss-art-bronze
6) http://www.etsy.com/listing/121150322/the-persistence-of-memory-mini
7) http://www.etsy.com/listing/73071647/rock-and-roll-music-pendants-earrings
8) http://www.etsy.com/listing/121159191/art-necklaces-leonardo-da-vinci-van-gogh
9) this is very beautiful, but a bit expensive: http://www.etsy.com/listing/72110682/the-kiss-necklace-symbolz-shimmerz-the
10) http://www.etsy.com/listing/127934326/salvador-dali-homage-silhouette-necklace
lol. let's see how this "managing money" thing goes. Maybe I'll start selling some of my jewelery on Etsy.
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